My friends, I am now quite certain that the government of Kenya is not only indifferent to my plight, but is willing to go to the length of destroying me as an individual, and to destroy my daughter, and many other innocent people under my care.

I know I am crazy. I am probably a Schizophrenic, and maybe all this suffering and injustice I am experiencing is because of this. You are all my witnesses: I am probably not the most cogent person you know, for example.

But it must not be impossible for me to earn a decent and honest living given my identity, skill and intention. This source of human dignity is something that I am unlikely to ever enjoy. I have never enjoyed it thus far.

The laws claim that I have these rights. But for all my life, even when I have merited it, the law, and the relevant government institutions have not come to my aid. Like now, I have been chasing a case all over government offices to no avail, and I am sure that not even the courts will help me.

I will not kill myself. I will not kill my daughter and my dependents. And neither will I beg for mercy and pity. I am saying this because many years ago, still in this Kenya, I saw a man in my situation kill his child and himself, even after begging all over the place for social protection. I have been tempted to do it. But I won't. I want my child(ten) to live. I want to live.

If any of you knows of a better way I can follow, please, let me know. Because all my life I have only wished for peace. I have only wanted to live a normal life like most of you. But alas, all indicators show that I am not about to have such a life.

Tycho? One sentence?

The first step to resolving it is to talk about it to someone who will listen even if they will do very little else...
Then lets make a list of potential people who could listen and offer some help...
Then get realistic about what we can expect to accomplish...
Then start off with optimism and not give up until we get to the end.

Now what is the problem exactly ?

Government, like everyone else, owe you nothing! In a/this capitalistic state, the onus is upon you to find your footing and thrive. Or perish, either way nobody cares. At best, they'd probably throw it in your face that you should probably have deferred having a child, until you knew you were comfortable enough to fend for her.

Since you are taking advice, I'll refer to to the good Book Matthew 11:28 - 30 and Matthew 6:33

We are not laughing we are asking for the problem is simple English.We are better placed to get a solution when we understand the issue.As of now what exactly is the problem??

Kama huwa anaandika job application letters zake vile huwa anaandika story zake hapa... hiyo ndio shida yake! No employer has the patience.